hmm

so i just finished reading a super touching manga....yay it totally made my day :) i was just randomly scribbling words on the paper when i suddenly remembered those days when i used to spend so much time on things that i firmly believed. it was amazing, and to me it might be one of the most beautiful memories one could every experience...i wouldn't say that i lack those beliefs nowadays, but it'll never be as simple as it was back then. lol, i should probably stop here before i get all sentimental and start weeping about the passage of time and happiness as an illusion haha. so here's the truth: compared to who i am right now, i kinda prefer the person who lives in my memories. but still, i would rather move on than to go back, i always do.