wishes

"Wishes can come true. But not if you just wait for miracles. Miracles are things we make for ourselves. Here, and now.""Wishes can come true. But not if you just wait for miracles. Miracles are things we make for ourselves. Here, and now."

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Yo whatssup! It's 11 55 right now...and im super tired...sigh okay i confess, ive slacked too much and now i have to sleep late to make up for the time lost, im sry but what can i do? i always seem to be slacking when that's not my intention >< anyway....ive listening to a lot of songs recently, and there's only one song that touched my heart so deeply. ill not say the tile of it because i know it soon enough i'll be sick of it. this happens to every song i listen to. it's not a bad thing though, people need to move on right? hmm what's else...i watched 2ne1tv, it's boring and lame, why can't they have bigbangtv or se7entv and such stuff? i mean, yg is so biased when it comes tv exposure, >< but what does it have to do with me right? they are living their lives, and im living mine. i dont think that our lives will cross at all, so....hmph, now this is sounding sad. anyway...i know i say anyway a lot, it's because i really have nothing to say. okay it's 11 57 now, i shall go to bed, goodbye! :) i love you my dear blog, even though i rarely post any update. :)

Oh.

oh. how i wish you could know what i'm feeling inside.
i'm tired of the lies, the pain and the untold stories.
can't we stop and drama and go back to our peaceful life?
or is this what you wanted?
i'm confused,
yet i can't speak a single word.
i'll just watch you,
fading away in my memories,
but never fully forgotten.
there's always this white space reserved for you,
for eternity.

i love you so much so i closed the curtains.
teach me how to forget, would you?