Friday, October 30, 2009

back from malaysia.


Yeah,finally we are back in singapore.
I'm not saying that malaysia is not good,it is just that when u are away from ur old environment,u just couldn't help but miss it.However,i did have a lot of fun at malaysia.
Well,the fun includes the shopping,too.I bought dozens of cute accessories and food.Actually they can all be bought from singapore or china or anyplace else,but i enjoy the freedom of shopping.I can chose what i want and buy it without further thinking or worry,and i don't have to worry about the saving money part because i know i can spend what i want.Also,it was nice to browse with my friends.They gave u opinions and advices and u don't necessarily have to listen to them all the time!haha...Anyways,the journey was interesting and exciting and the arrangement was proper and appropriate( except the hotel-air-cond-so-cold and the arrive-at-singapore-so-late part )Luckily i brought my handphone with me the whole journey or i will be bored to death!It was just so noisy on the bus and there was nothing to do but sleep without music and uno cards( and eating ).
Talking about sleeping,coco have sent me pictures of ppl sleeping.( Clara, Shiying, LinLaoShi...)Lol, they all sleep with a style.I wonders if anyone took picture of me sleeping( i hope it won't be awful ) but to think about it again,who cares!Take then take lor.
We also fought for showering order,and at last we decided that scissors paper stone will be the best solution.Lol.( before we realise about the hair-dryer )and i found out that coco like to watch violent TV shows and nono hate noises.
The food was nice and just enough for all of us.( Mrs Chiam still say have to play game to eat food,i think that rule doesn't work for our table cos there wasn't much food left afterall ) and i just loved the breakfast at the hotel( but i didn't really take much due to the awkward staring from coco and nono )I also learnt one thing from the trip,it is There Is A Lot Of Ants Plus Mosquitoes Plus Spiders At The Village.I also bought a beautiful necklace. ( LinLaoShi bought a funny fan-hat that can a hat and a fan )The lunch was awesome,too!Guess what,buffet!!( not the Mrs Chiam's buffet )Guess again,free ice-cream!!!( but somebody also bought ice-cream )Guess for the third time,I took everything in my sight!!!!( except the salad )Lol,haha.After that,we went back to bus and set off for singapore.
So,it was kinda fun,hor?Well,i don't know.But when we were heading for malaysia,i thought that maybe this trip would be the final time.After a few weeks,we would be separate,and we would head for different paths.I wasn't saying this just for the sake of expressing,but talking about this seriously.I don't hate this class,and i don't love it.When staying in this group,i have witnessed many unfair things and also many kind acts.This world was an unfair world itself,but at the same time a beautiful place.I would rather believe it is beautiful then to think of it as an ugly,dirty,injustice one.I would rather chose to do something meaningful and helpful rather then hurting or harming.Maybe it was just my idealistic thoughts and will one day turn into practical thinking,but at least i faced it.I faced the fact that we are all changing and i faced the truth that we are leaving each other.I wasn't an extremely brave person,i wasn't an extremely smart person,either.l was just i,a girl who had dreams and believes,a girl who wanted to be happy.It was pretty simple,and true,just like life was supposed to be simple and true,of course,for a happy person.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

wow!


Yeah!Finally the exams are over!
Today is higher chinese, the last paper.I have been planning what i am going to do after the exams since yesterday and now i can finally relax!But somehow, i felt a bit uneasy,too,for the fullstop of exams mean the approach of results and even more,separation. Not that i have addicted to my friends,but i really enjoy the good time we had,and when i think about leaving them,i felt...well,i felt disappointed,as if i have lost my friendship.However,it's not true.I have not lost my friendship,it's just that we all have to move on to our paths and we still can see each other, right? Or play games together or chat on MSN.Well,i wondered about the playing game togethrer part,for my audition suddenly seem to break down( with all my cash items!) and i just cant download maplestory. In addition, i have topped up 30k in my account!!Am i going to be stuck there, forever? No!!! I hate the thought of having to stare at my cash and got nothing to do. I just wan to have some fun, and audition or maplestory is the only that i can relax myself. Why, why have this happened! I mean,i am supposed to enjoy myself crazily with my friends and laugh and cheeer and chit-chat with them. But now i have to redownload and all, aihzz...Still, i was quite glad that i found a new templete for my blog and did a lot of decoration plus new attachment plus tagging. Lol.And i was quite grateful that i can use my computer now!!( wait, is laptop! my dear laptop!) ^^