Heartbreak is the present you gave me

It's not that i don't care, it's not that i don't bother. It's not that the tears could dry on their own, when your heart is still bleeding in pain. It's not that i can forget, so easily the day we met. It's not that i choose to be this way, despite my countless pleadings in vain. Many nights have passed, and many nights will pass, with you in my dreams, my eyes my mind. There's to use to erase that memory, nor will i attempt to fill in the gap. Your shadow will always fall on the empty space next to me. Baby, listen, the world is calling, you and me. But you can't see it, no you refuse to believe. I surrender my love to you, only to receive you coldest glance. If nothing can change your mind, then be it, the way we break. The days that we've wasted, and the future that will no longer be remembered. My sincerity lies in the way i speak, but your rejection stings me as heavily as it could be. I will be torn to pieces, but I will not shed a single tear. A promise that i've made for you, is something that will always stay true. As sour as it can be, and as bitter as i feel, you will never understand my pain, and the love and longings i feel for you. So be it, my friend. For now we are no less strangers than friends, and friendship is such a fragile thing, to be broken in a second or a minute more. I have once loved you, with passion and with truth. But the day has come, when our hearts are filled with anger and apology. But i will love you, and knowing that somewhere you will be reminded of me, is enough for me to continue this journey. With, or without you, my love. There's no need for drama, no need for another talk. My birthday has passed, and heartbreak is the present you gave me. -~-