After exams,it's just all fun.Malacca,uno,maplestory,handphone,inter-class and inter-school.(well...despite the fact that our school lost the inter-school,i would still consider that as a form of enjoyment).I was bored and unsatisfied long time ago.Come to think about it,i would rather want busy revisions and homework then this relexing schedule.Really,when i am playing this and that,i felt that i have lost something,something important to me.I hate this feeling.It is a concoction of confusion and fear.I feared that one day when i remenber this leisure time,i would regret myself for having such a long break.I know it by heart,and yet i don't want to give the fun up.
Momo say today is the last day of school.She said that we will never meet each other afterwards.It was pretty upsetting,but we just have to face it.I have no idea what will be waiting for me,but i should not give myself up now.I know that i am not perfect.I was stubbon and naughty,and sometimes childish.I was scared of loneliness,and a bit bad-tempered.I hate betrayal,i hate unfairness,but i wasn't fair all the time either.Maybe there are two people inside me.One is on the justice's side while the other is selfish and annoying.When they act together,everything seem to be fine but when one of them outraged the other,i become unbalanced.I live in a world that can be called neither fair or unfair.I see the world spinning and the people changing.However,it is nothing that we can do about.That's why,i decided that i should at least do my best.I should at least be a person that have the ability to help this world.I am not sure that i can do it all by one person's strength,for i am neither superman or wonderwomen.However,there must be a start.It can anyone.And i,am going to move towards my believe.
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