Guess wat? I just had my Guzheng Grade6 Examination! I don't think it was a terrific performance and i was almost sure that i would lose my distinction, now i was just hoping for a decent merit. And~~~I got my PSLE results!! ^^
Well...it's quite good.( not the 290 sort of good ) Actually i expected more then that, but nevermind, this could satisfy me too. Anyways...Mum was totally happy about it ( i only i could get a few marks more ) and it was just nice to fit Dunman's requirement. I hope i could get in. Grandpa and Grandma were persistent that i go to Nanyang because it was visited by prime minister of China, Hu Jing Tao. Well~~~fine...I appreciate their support...and don't blame me if i cant get in.
Think about it~~~even if i got into those fancy schools, i would be in the last class. Well...not that i minded the face thing, i have got used to the environment of staying in first class, with every teacher reminding us that we are the "best" in Hong Wen. I think i would felt very discouraged if i got into last class in Dunman. ( But again, it's Dunman's last class! And don't forget they have a huge library!! It's fantastic!!! )
And also...i wondered what will happen if i joined Dunman's Guzheng team. It would be awakward. The girl who you kicked in DSA came back~~~LOL, i felt contented about this idea...but i don't think the Guzhen teacher would. In fact, i didn't like him so much. If only it could be some one nice and young like Peng Lao Shi...then i would love to join the team!! ( well...it's a "Gold-Of-Honour" Guzheng team afterall ) I wondered if i would fit in in the new school. I always stick with Coco,Momo, and Nono from the past, but now, without them and without the foolish jokes and silly tricks, i doubted my social ability. Maybe i will...maybe i will find a place somehow and somewhat, and maybe i will get to know my classmates really well. Humm...yup!
Another thing that scared me is NJC ( the school isn't scary, the broading system is ) I mean...i have never gone to a broading school before. ( the trip to U.S.A? oh...please ) I did went out with school for 2 times without my parents, and i lived with my friends in hotel, but it was supposed to be some learning journey and it was totally different from BROADING!! I would have to stick with my dom-mates 10 hours ( at least, if u add the sleeping time ) per day and 30 (28, or 31) days per month!!! And guess how many months are there in one year? You got it! 12MONTHS! Ah...i guess i might suffocate if i went to NJC. But then~~~it could be called an experience, too. Probably not a wonderful one, but it make ppl learn soomething. Mum stayed in broading school, too. ( in high school and university ) She says it train ppl to be stronger and smarter. ( oh...it that true? ) And she encouraged me to be dependent. How can i refuse her? If i really happened to go to NJC, i guess i would just have to try my best ( to survive? that sounds scary ) and if i am going to any other school, i will try my best too!!
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