HOHo

Tomorrow we gonna perform at Suntec City!
Hoh
So nervous.
Got one part need to play with CheerVee, sad, i don wan leh.
Aihzz.
So need practise.
Today very tired, got Sup class and Greatmind.
New have few time to on com.
YAYAYAY

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yesterday,today,tomorrow,i decide to forget you.
past,present,future,i decide to forgive you.
not because i was pissed,but because i wan to free myself.
from all the thoughts, doubt and worries.
get back to the free and happy me, the cheerful and bright me.
that's what i want.
you might not know what i felt.
just like i do not know what you are like.
but it does not matter, as far as i have decide to let go.
get back to the reality,and truth,and faith,and world.
that's what i care.
we are not living in a story.life is not a story.
there might not be always an happy ending, but we will find out way to it.
for so long, i have blamed myself so many times, but i wasn't wrong.i did what i did, and it was my choice, i did it in my way. i should have no regrets. i should get over you.
and life will be easier for me, and easier for you.
maybe u don even realise it, u don even realise how much i cared.
but i did, and i hated the feeling.
i hated the unreal, fake fansy that tangled around my mind, getting my mad.i have the control, and now no more lies.
no more stories that i made up to comfort myself.
i am going to get over you.
i don't know for how long, but i believed i would still remneber you oneday,and laugh at myself for being so silly.
but who else don.?
it was the precious memory. i am not going to erase it. i will lock it. deep in the ocean. no way you going to make my cry again.
no way i going to fool myself again.
i am stepping forward, leaving the past behind. that's what i should and supposed to do.
and now it's time for dream.
jys.

okok.

today got a lot of things to report one leh.
first, i had a fight with momo.
then, i had a fight with coco.
then, coco cried.

but i got reason one. momo so irritating u know. then coco also. told her don talk so much already, still gossip gossip gossip, and momo even proer, she refuses to listen.==
then, to show my apology, i bought ice cream for momo and me. but cause coco already bought herself, so i never buy her one. and nono staring at us, but i also never buy her, cos not enought money sia...momo see nono very kelian, so she buy nono an ice cream.
mine is mint with cookie, coco and momo chocolate, nono strawberry sauce with vanilla(did i spell it correct? lol)
then we all happy.
end of story.

today at school, LinLaoShi told us some very intruging stuff(about handphone.?) luckily yuelin explained it to me, or i will felt weird.


also, today i broke tot and joined a very pro fam.but the master so noob sia..anyways, ranking 45 leh, nice right.coco felt a bit hurt. cos i didn't buy her ice cream and still broke tot, lol, she keep nagging about the one dallor she spent on her chocolate ice cream.

okay, that's about it for today. jys.

Hao.

lol.Saturday also got sup class.?aihzz...
btw.now that gt jie ying, xing yu, jin min, yun jie, shi hui, stacey, inez, chu hua, xin meiplay audi. (also got me) .shi hui say she level 44.
today momo and nono went coco house.i also wan. maybe next time.
audition gonna level up. yun jie ask me to send her spiky pony(infenitive) . so greedy. but if i can win 60k cash, i think i will send her lah.btw the card is cute.
yesterday when i going home after guzheng, i saw mrs chiam. she talkiing with another teacher. then i wan to say hi to her, but she didn't hear me. lol. she also talk 145. but before us. (heng?) lol.
mei yi say she play a game like audi. the cloth look cute, but the hair is ugly sia.
oh yea hor. shumin never come for gz, then ms kong wan to c her. but she never go at recess. lol. jinmin say they playing hide and seek.?lame...
okay,jys bah.

SayHello

lalala, i am back!!!!!
anyways,we have just returned to out school~life.sound sweet.i am still adjusting to the "new environment" lol.nothing new actually.except the madness of teacher.and one more thing,the madness of people around me.
i can't blame them.but they are simply too excited.take momo and coco as examples,i really dislike them sometimes,they are so big-mouthed,lol.and teacher too.she is so lame.but still,she is my teacher, respect must be showed towards older ppl,right?hehe..
and audition.?oh,it's getting lame.i didn't even want to train so much anymore.wat's the point.?but still..i love its mall..everytime when i login au i would want to go to the mall.i began to dislike the clug dance and all these,too.it's so fake,u c.
and addicted to baidu bloggin.hehe.the blogksins are nice.
btw,i spent my holiday watching rm.it was nice.but not anyway.the story itself is a breakthrough in the jap anime history.good thinking.they should put it on show in tv.
i love creative and inspiring stuff.and i love stellar(stella).i don knw if time will wash away my love towards these,but right now,i needed a feel of home.i need to see something that is warm and bright,and familiar and home..i needed to feel the love and hope and sunshine and the beautiful changing flyer.
and what i need most now,is to tidy up my messive mind.i need to cool down my head.and only after that,i would find what i want.my dream.yes.and only after that,i would fullfill my dream.yes.jys!!!!!

蔷薇少女

まだ云わないで
呪文めいたその言叶

“爱”なんて羽のように軽い
嗫いて
パパより优しいテノールで
夺う覚悟があるのならば

百万の蔷薇の寝台に
埋もれ见る梦よりも
馨しく私は生きてるの

どうすれば丑いものが
蔓延ったこの世界
汚れずに羽搏いて行けるのか

ひとり茧の中
学びつづけても
水晶の星空は
远すぎるの

まだ触れないで
その栗える指先は
花盗人の甘い踌躇い
触れてもいい
この深い胸の奥にまで
届く自信があるのならば

白马の王子様なんか
信じてるわけじゃない

罅割れた硝子匣に
饰られた纯洁は
灭びゆく天使たちの心臓

また明日も目覚めるたびに
百年の刻を知る
眠れない魂の荆姫

くい込む冠
一雫の血に
ああ现実が真実と
思い知るの

まだ行かないで
月光の结界で
过ちに気づいてしまいそう
安らかなぬくもりに抱かれ
壊れたい私は
罪の子なのでしょうか

そっと零れてくる
涙の意味さえわからない

もう云わないで
呪文めいたその言叶
“爱”なんて锁のように重い
嗫いて
パパより优しいテノールで
どんな覚悟もできるならば

さあ誓ってよ
その震える唇で
蜜を摘む狩人のときめき
攫っていい
この深い胸の奥底を
射抜く勇気があるのならば

贵方 捕まえたらけして
逃がさないようにして

再别康桥

再别康桥

轻轻的我走了，
正如我轻轻的来；
我轻轻的招手，
作别西天的云彩。
那河畔的金柳，
是夕阳中的新娘；
波光里的艳影，
在我的心头荡漾。
软泥上的青荇，
油油的在水底招摇；
在康河的柔波里，
我甘心做一条水草！
那榆荫下的一潭，
不是清泉，
是天上虹揉碎在浮藻间，
沉淀着彩虹似的梦。
寻梦？撑一支长篙，
向青草更青处漫溯，
满载一船星辉，
在星辉斑斓里放歌。
但我不能放歌，
悄悄是别离的笙箫；
夏虫也为我沉默，
沉默是今晚的康桥。
悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的来；
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。