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yesterday,today,tomorrow,i decide to forget you.
past,present,future,i decide to forgive you.
not because i was pissed,but because i wan to free myself.
from all the thoughts, doubt and worries.
get back to the free and happy me, the cheerful and bright me.
that's what i want.
you might not know what i felt.
just like i do not know what you are like.
but it does not matter, as far as i have decide to let go.
get back to the reality,and truth,and faith,and world.
that's what i care.
we are not living in a story.life is not a story.
there might not be always an happy ending, but we will find out way to it.
for so long, i have blamed myself so many times, but i wasn't wrong.i did what i did, and it was my choice, i did it in my way. i should have no regrets. i should get over you.
and life will be easier for me, and easier for you.
maybe u don even realise it, u don even realise how much i cared.
but i did, and i hated the feeling.
i hated the unreal, fake fansy that tangled around my mind, getting my mad.i have the control, and now no more lies.
no more stories that i made up to comfort myself.
i am going to get over you.
i don't know for how long, but i believed i would still remneber you oneday,and laugh at myself for being so silly.
but who else don.?
it was the precious memory. i am not going to erase it. i will lock it. deep in the ocean. no way you going to make my cry again.
no way i going to fool myself again.
i am stepping forward, leaving the past behind. that's what i should and supposed to do.
and now it's time for dream.
jys.