river flows in you

there are really a lot of amazing people living in this world, just looking at them makes me feel embarrassed and uselss. what am i doing when they are working so hard for their dreams? what is my dream? when will my day come? i wonder if i'm ever be someone like them, or just be myself. i had never wanted to be the best in everything, i simply wanted to do well in areas that i like, leave no regrets and live happily. that's all i've ever wanted, and yet it was so hard to fulfill it. i guess humans are just greedy by nature, they can't help but want more for themselves. it's something that i tried to break free but could never break free off. in this world, it's hard to live just being yourself. i wonder if i'll ever be somebody, or just lying on my bed, resigned, tired, and cynical of this world, writing miserable entries like every other lonely person in this world. no, that's not what i want. i wanna sing, i wanna dance, i wanna enjoy this moment without worrying for the next. i wanna eat all the food i like and travel to all the places on earth. i wanna live a happy life just for once, and make the world a better place. i don't mind being sad, but i'll never lose faith in myself, i'll be evergreen, never fades. okay?

wishes

"Wishes can come true. But not if you just wait for miracles. Miracles are things we make for ourselves. Here, and now.""Wishes can come true. But not if you just wait for miracles. Miracles are things we make for ourselves. Here, and now."

hehe

Yo whatssup! It's 11 55 right now...and im super tired...sigh okay i confess, ive slacked too much and now i have to sleep late to make up for the time lost, im sry but what can i do? i always seem to be slacking when that's not my intention >< anyway....ive listening to a lot of songs recently, and there's only one song that touched my heart so deeply. ill not say the tile of it because i know it soon enough i'll be sick of it. this happens to every song i listen to. it's not a bad thing though, people need to move on right? hmm what's else...i watched 2ne1tv, it's boring and lame, why can't they have bigbangtv or se7entv and such stuff? i mean, yg is so biased when it comes tv exposure, >< but what does it have to do with me right? they are living their lives, and im living mine. i dont think that our lives will cross at all, so....hmph, now this is sounding sad. anyway...i know i say anyway a lot, it's because i really have nothing to say. okay it's 11 57 now, i shall go to bed, goodbye! :) i love you my dear blog, even though i rarely post any update. :)

Oh.

oh. how i wish you could know what i'm feeling inside.
i'm tired of the lies, the pain and the untold stories.
can't we stop and drama and go back to our peaceful life?
or is this what you wanted?
i'm confused,
yet i can't speak a single word.
i'll just watch you,
fading away in my memories,
but never fully forgotten.
there's always this white space reserved for you,
for eternity.

i love you so much so i closed the curtains.
teach me how to forget, would you?

damn.

i guess i belong to myself.

the birth of a new member!

ZORAY!! :)
that is 佐芮 in chinese! :)

Pythagoras' Theorem

http://www.sunsite.ubc.ca/DigitalMathArchive/Euclid/java/html/pythagorasdissection.html