wow!

Yeah!Finally the exams are over!
Today is higher chinese, the last paper.I have been planning what i am going to do after the exams since yesterday and now i can finally relax!But somehow, i felt a bit uneasy,too,for the fullstop of exams mean the approach of results and even more,separation. Not that i have addicted to my friends,but i really enjoy the good time we had,and when i think about leaving them,i felt...well,i felt disappointed,as if i have lost my friendship.However,it's not true.I have not lost my friendship,it's just that we all have to move on to our paths and we still can see each other, right? Or play games together or chat on MSN.Well,i wondered about the playing game togethrer part,for my audition suddenly seem to break down( with all my cash items!) and i just cant download maplestory. In addition, i have topped up 30k in my account!!Am i going to be stuck there, forever? No!!! I hate the thought of having to stare at my cash and got nothing to do. I just wan to have some fun, and audition or maplestory is the only that i can relax myself. Why, why have this happened! I mean,i am supposed to enjoy myself crazily with my friends and laugh and cheeer and chit-chat with them. But now i have to redownload and all, aihzz...Still, i was quite glad that i found a new templete for my blog and did a lot of decoration plus new attachment plus tagging. Lol.And i was quite grateful that i can use my computer now!!( wait, is laptop! my dear laptop!) ^^

let's work hard for our beloved ones, our countries, and ourselves!!!

yeah.
today is Children's day in singapore plus 中国国庆. love it!!
anyways,i really enjoy the whole 国庆. very proud to be a chinese@!
my laptop is locked up, so cannot play audition. but then, i still can use mum's laptop for a while.
PSLE is approaching.very nervous.
i think i didn't really perform that well during oral and listening comprehension, that's why i need to improve my paper 1 and paper 2. i got no choice.
are they going to be hard? i don't know.
i hope since and english could be easy. not saying that i can deal with extremely hard chinese and mathematics, it's just that i am a bit weaker in science and english.
i think i've tried quite hard on improving them.but there are still so much things that i donno,i still got to learn a lot sia.
and i still donno wat school to go to. lol. i am serious.i wondered if any of my classmates have decided. cos they all look so...err, confidnent? i donno leh.
i never really worried about it back in shanghai.mum had always helped me in deciding. but now i have to depend on myself.
i think this is a challenge, but i am glad to face it.
anyways, why worry.? it all depends on a PSLE result, doesn't it?
wow, marvellous. the performance is terrific!

Exams after Exams

Finally Prelim is over. We got our results. I think i still need to work hard on Science.Quite sad to see myself getting not as much as all the "science freaks".
Chey, they all comparing results.
What's so interesting to compare. I don't even care about how much they get ( okay, i still need to know the average mark, right) and i don't think it matters so much who gets top1 or top2 in Prelim. They said i am afraid to lose. I can't deny it, bu i was sure i wouldn't mind getting Top2 in Prelim.As long as i improved, it's something to celebrate. There are really a lot of "proes" in our class. I am a little stressed, at first. But think about it, we are students. Our mission is to learn but not to compare. To excell. I believe.
Anyways, after prelim it goes PSLE and after PSLE there are still many exams and events waiting. I don't think there will be any time to stop. But i am happy about it. I enjoy studying. Really. I enjoying sitting in my room and reading and writing and doing all sorts of homework and revision paper. I love to explore new questions and challenges. Although sometimes, i would really like to have a break and count the stars on the sky, i want to move on, i want to embrace the bright future in front of me, i guess that's what i want.

^^

lol. tomorrow is my birthday. ^^ happy happy.
wan to reaward myself..hehe, how about @cash.?
lol.haha.
exams are coming,too.
must jys!!!

Hehe.

now very busy already.
busy studying, busy revising, and busy thinking.
about wat.? alot of things.
including audition.
just started rewujie, decide to quit. too boring. i cant even handle audition, why would i wan to waste time on another trash game.?
but even if i abondaned rewujie, another game will come. and i will always find sth else to do.
like reading.
working on The House On The Gult. quite nice. and wat's more, the author of this book wrote Shadow Children, which is one of my favourite books.
of course, i got a lot of favourtie books.
and movies.
but come to think of it, i cant even mention a name of movie that i liked. i usuallt felt quite annoyed with this, and squeezed my memories to figure out one. but now.? no thanks, it's just a movie. it gives me a good time, and i enjoys it , and that would probably be all. movie makers make movie to earn money aside from providing inspiration and entertainment for the audience. win-win. and what's more.?
time will just erase everything.
i have realised it.
but there are still a lot of beautiful things in this world, right?!
and we have to realise it, too. instead of staring at the falling flower and sighing, we should muster our courage and work towards our goal, right?!
hehe, stylish.?
hehe, jys!!